my moods been really up and down today.
i think it was depending on who i was with.
somehow people that are trying to cheer you up just bring you down more :(

Wonder when this all went to hell

when everything stopped being as it seems.

Wonder when my standards fell.

When this group of friends stopped being a team.



Wonder when dark became the new bright

Who cares? Since when did it matter?

Wonder when we stopped being right

stopped having opinions and being together



That's what happened here.

the dynamic changed. she left with him.now you are, all because of you're mother, or pehaps because you have to be right. you knew full well she asked you not to yet you did anyway. you knew full well it had happenned before.



and to me? you did it delibrately you and him. but you know what? fuck you if you think i'll want you to again because i won't. i won't ask you. i won't even think of you. you're a spoiled bitch that has to have everything.



tbh i don't care anymore. disappear like she did.



And Don't Come Back.

figured i'd post..

couple of pics from sunday night.

Austin amuses me. :L

today was awesome. i had a lot of fun.

Frances kept teasing me :L

and we had the most gorgeous chocolate waffle coated with smarties

yummy

today has been one of those days. kinda seriously crappy.
then i had to go to additioinal russian and at the end of RE after a long day it's like.. "i really really don't want to." but i went and i had fun. i actually cheered up quite a bit and i smiled all the way through!
and the my super special awesome friend cheered me up even more by calling me just to see if i was okay ( i may have been a bit short with everyone at lunch., but i had every reason to be another friend of mine was being all miss know-it-all and i got narked off. so there ) and then i sent her a text to say thanks again. she sent back

"I'm here to care :D and to kick ass but mostly to care :D lol"

I love my friends even if theyb are all oddballs.

Well today was pretty okay.
My Lessons went as such;
-planning for give it a name
-leaning about the holey body's of insects and then the lungs of frongs
- reading Dracula
-learning body parts
- staring at a white board

And then i helped the person i consider to be my little sister with her homework and now. i am revising physics.
i am just that geeky =]

this is wuickly becoming on of my favourite covers ever